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Love is not for me!
Love is not for me!! 
Love is not for me!!! 

Yeah, I said it. 
How much of the things we say is strong enough to be true? How much of what we say is even real? 
Hell, how much of life is real? 

Everything? 
You think so? 
I don't know. 

What makes life important? 
Happiness. Money. Good health. success. Love?

Love?
What is love? 
Trust me, in this world, love is pain!
I don't know about the next. 

Why do we still crave love even though all it brings us is pain? Heartache, dull ache in the chest, butterflies in the stomach, whatever, all pain. 

Why must love be a part of a fulfilled life? Trust me there are men and women in this world who are fulfilled without love...and yet the world judges them. Why judge them? Do you know what they've been through? Do you know how many times they've opened up their doors to love? Do you know how many times love has let them down? 

And then the world says they are hardened? Hardened my ass! They are just protecting themselves. They've come to understand that love is not for them. It's not in their fate or in their destinies or in their stars or whatever astrology has to say about our lives. 

They try and they regret! 
It's like a cycle. 
They love and they regret!

They'd rather just have children... No partners involved. Just a sperm or egg donor. All of their energy focused on career and the children. 

How I know this? 
I'm one of them
I've been there. 
Love is not for me.

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Anonymous said…
look deep down you will find it in yourself
12/11/19 4:36 pm
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