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The Secret Diaries 9





“No throwing yourself at him.”
“Throwing my…”
“Just promise.”
“Fine. I promise.”
“I know it felt good…the sex…but it’s a rebound thing.” I continued. “If he’s going to want you, he should because he really does, not because you’re offering comfort.”
“Yeah.” Said Kendra, rolling her eyes. “Said the girl who’s doing Daniel”
“My thing with Daniel is totally different…think it through girl.” I rolled my eyes back at her.
And then I remembered I was supposed to tell her about the trip but after what we had just talked about, I decided to tell her later. I wasn’t sure she wouldn’t talk me out of it. I mean, She knew I was on talking terms with Daniel, but I had convinced her it was just platonic…just friends…but this trip spelled out a lot of things. I was convinced one of her lines going to be there’s no way you guys won’t do each other over there. In my mind, I felt it was true…I thought about it over and over and realised I was actually looking forward to it. Plus it was Vegas…
I really wanted to go.

   Later that evening, Kendra and I got all dressed up and went to Yemi’s. True, it was a get together…a small get together. There were three other girls and three other guys apart from Yemi, Kendra and i.
As soon as we got into the setting, I realised if we were to couple up, I’d be the odd man out…
Odd woman out, I mean.
I recognised one of the guys as Yemi’s best friend. Yes, when your best friend is crushing on someone, you automatically know stuff about that someone.
We did a bit of drinking. One would think we mixed up with the others but no, we didn’t. We just sat there with each other on one of the couches (actually there was another girl on it too) gisting about crazy stuff…erm, crazy stuff other people may not comprehend so let’s leave it at that. At one point the conversation turn into this:
“So Yemi’s single now.” That was my friend Kendra taking notice that the girl Yemi used to date wasn’t with us.


I shrugged. “What do you think?”
Rather than answer me,  faced me fully smiling and asked. “Is he looking?”
“For what?”
“For the lost key to the city. Bibi. “ she rolled her eyes at me and continued. “Is he looking at me?”
I looked in Yemi’s direction.
“Don’t look so direct!” she whispered. “Be inconspicuous.”
“I’m being inconspicious  enough.” I whispered back.
Seriously, I was. I mean, I only darted my eyeballs to the left. I made another effort to be more inconspicuous…bless my friend. I stared in Yemi’s direction…
Again…

He was deep in a conversation with his best friend. I wondered then, what they were talking about and if my friend was in it.
“Well?” My friend said, bringing me back to the issue at hand.
“Erm…no.”
The smile dries off her face.
“He’s in a conversation with his friend Kendra, you don’t expect him to be looking anywhere else.” I quickly added.
She sighed. “I like him, I really like him.”
“I know, you say that every time we see him.”
“Do you think he likes me?”
“I don’t know Kendra, he just broke up with someone…”
“It’s a yes or no question Bibi.” She said, cutting me off. “But forget I asked!”
I knew she was upset by that but one always have to be sincere with friends…especially best friends. I remembered Daniel and the trip then but it wasn’t a good time.
“How about a movie?” One of the guys asked aloud. 

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