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The Secret Diaries 14



  
                                                                
 I didn’t care if he wanted to be with me for just sex, i’ll take the  stolen moments and go, I thought to myself. I wanted him. I started to touch him…moving my hands down his length until they got to the band of his pyjamas trouser. I really wanted him then…
He pulled away from me.
He studied me for a bit then scooted over.
“What?” I croaked, barely able to form the words. I was overwhelmed with lust. I cleared my throat and tried again.”What’s wrong?”
There was a silence in which I felt I should be embarrassed but I wasn’t. After all, he started it.
“I know you think everything with me is about getting into your pants.” He said gingerly. “but it’s really not.” He looked at me. “I want more…I just don’t know how else to go about it.”
Okay…Okay. So he had it in him all the while? 
 Everything in me relaxed.
 This is what you’ve been wanting. If I was one of those other girls he talked about, I would have gone wild with excitement…but I wasn’t…

  
 But I could feel the excitement rumbling and tumbling inside of me. Yes!
Suddenly, I felt sorry for him but wasn’t sure why.

“Daniel.” I said, not really sure I’m about to say the right thing. “It starts from somewhere.”
“I know…but where it starts with us has always been the spoiler, making me look bad in your eyes. I mean, you think that’s all I want from you.”
I sighed and took his hand. “If you really want more with me, it doesn’t matter if it starts from sex…what matters is in the end. You…committing…for real.”
“You’re new at this…” He says looking at me uneasily. “That’s the only reason you believe that.”
“Well…” I smiled. “Can you stop worrying and believe it with me?”

   With my index finger, I turned his head to face me.

“Kiss me.” I said, locking eyes with him. “Kiss me again and don’t stop. We should see where it goes.”
He stared into my eyes a few seconds…I was afraid my words didn’t get to him but I wasn’t ready to cave. I stared right back into his eyes. Then he blinked…and kissed me again…lightly at first, then real deep. Then the clothes flew around and…


Well, you can guess what happened.

   The car pulled into Daniel's house and we got out. He had talked me into staying the night with him. Not that there had been much talking though. He only had to mention it once, then kissed me before I agreed. Daniel asked the driver to bring in the boxes. His was the small black one and mine was…well, were the three huge ones. No one could blame me, I had to bring home stuff for family and friends…and I did.
“I’m starving.” He said, yawning.
We were walking to the front door. He wrapped one hand over my shoulder.
“Me too.” I said, and wrapped my arms around his waist. “I’ll make us something as soon as we get in.”
“Not sure I can wait, I’m really sleepy.”
True, I could see it in his eyes. He looked really tired. I wasn’t sure why, I mean, we’d been sitting for hours. He opened the door and moved aside to let me in first.
“I’ll make it snappy.” I said, walking in…then stopped still.
“Make what snappy?” someone said.
“Who are you?” I asked in a surprised tone…
in my head but i was as dumb as a stone on the outside.

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