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The Secret Diaries 4


"A woman!. not my woman."
And he didn’t even manage a smile.
Atleast if he had, i would have been calm thinking he was just messing with my head.
"But i just gave you myself...i’ve never done that with any other man,"  i blurted out without even thinking. 
"Bibi.., be civil…" he started. " we can’t just be friends and then get into bed together and become lovers all at once."
What?
 He moved to the edge of the bed on his side and reached for his phone. 
I just stared at him, struggling to keep myself from crying.
"I’m not asking you to love me, i’m just asking to be your woman...i mean, i know you’re not the love kind of guy."
 He smiled but kept his concentration on the phone...
 Pretending i wasn’t even there.
And mehn, he knew how to play the silent treatment. 
So i got really angry and got up,
Naked as i was but didn’t care.
I faced him and started yelling something about how he loved to use woman and dump them. 

He didn’t deny it, he just laughed and said,
"Bibi, i can sleep with which ever girl i want as much as i can keep which ever girl...
for you, we’re just friends. Don’t push it."
What?
He should have just kept quiet on my and yes, i would have continued yelling but i would have gotten tired and shut up.
but he didn't.
He made it worse...
And very embarassing.
I was so shocked that i stood there speechless 
trembling
Not knowing what to do. 
Then a song came to my mind and i yelled some more,
 "Who do you think you are? running around leaving scars. You’re a heartbreaker but someday, you’re going to catch a cold from the ice inside your soul!"
And with that, i grabbed a pillow from the bed, stoned it at him, scooped my clothes and stormed off.
When I got home that night,  Kendra was surprised. 
Yeah, I was supposed to be sleeping out so she kept asking questions which i didn't want toI answer. 
I was too ashamed. 
It feels really bad when a guy has just had sex with you and preached it to you that it was nothing. Though Kendra was my best friend, I still had trouble telling her so I left her in the sitting room with the excuse that I was so tired and needed to sleep.
Despite how down and tired I was feeling, I couldn’t fall asleep at all so I searched my purse for my phone to at least do something. 
I found out i left it back at Daniel’s.
Oh God how am I going to get it back, I kept asking myself. 
I couldn’t face that Daniel guy again so I decided to forget about my phone. 
I finally fell asleep at about 3am.

I woke up to find Kendra in my room wanting the gist of course. 
That’s my friend, she never lets things go so easily .
When I sat up,  she got into my bed, moved close to me and stared. 
 I acted like I didn’t understand but Kendra wouldn’t budge,  
"He hurt me…" 
"But it wasn’t his fault." I added quickly. 
Knowing Kendra, that was enough to keep her from raiding the dude’s house that very minute. 
She kept staring at me... 
A WHATS SHE GONNA SAY NEXT  kinda look this time.
"It wasn’t,  I swear..." I said looking everywhere else but her eyes... 
It seemed staring was starting to be reflex for her and it was a bit scary. 
I gave up trying not to look at her and said,
"It was me... building my hopes high and wondering if he would date me."
Silence...
Then,
"I can’t believe you’ve gone and fallen for that dude, do you on purpose, want to get your heart broken?"
Kendra practically yelled at me with wide eyes.


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